At 3:20pm:When I want to take a break, I do.When I want to work, I do that also.When I wish I was doing something else entirely? I fight and struggle to get things the way that I want.I think I failed my IB Theater TPPP today – even though I thought it was solid in […]
I feel. I really do.I’m not sure why, but today has been one of changing emotions. I felt so good just to be at the end of the week and having accomplished something with my cast and having worked out most days of the week… then it came crashing down when my oral spiraled away […]
I started watching TV again. I finished an essay draft but then felt guilty today for not producing the same result. I started knitting, realized that I was making it a task, and slumped back to watch a marathon of Mythbusters. Go figure.But I have found a couple of interesting articles that are making me […]
The people you love are not always those that best care for you. And the people who care about you often are never appreciated.I feel selfish putting myself in that second category sometimes. I think it is a truth that occurs with everyone, in many different situations. I can definitely see where it affects my […]
I feel like magic and anxiety and annoyance and laughter. Yes, all at once.There’s a cluster of emotions falling in at the end of the year. The idea that maybe I should branch out and improve my life, the feeling that maybe I want to embrace something old… the classic feeling of frustration as teachers […]
I learned something today in yoga (as I often do) and it really turned the corner on my ideas [and also made me a little more worried about myself]. So, I am taking this time to process said emotions. Take 1.I learned that fear is the core of all negative emotions.It goes… Hate : Anger […]
This song is so addictive; I don’t know why exactly… [maybe it was the Youtube reference]Lately… I don’t know.Emotionally, I’ve been hiccuping along at a steady pace. I get extremely angry sometimes, and for reasons that seem completely stupid (such as physics homework) and yet, overall, I feel quite content in my life. Stressed? Sure. […]