The people you love are not always those that best care for you. And the people who care about you often are never appreciated.I feel selfish putting myself in that second category sometimes. I think it is a truth that occurs with everyone, in many different situations. I can definitely see where it affects my […]
Agh, what a way to spend the extra day I have off from school because of the teacher’s strike. In the hospital, with severe shortness of breath and dying from waiting in a cold room for 6 different doctors to come and aid me.Last night was horrible, we thought it was going to just be […]
*smacks forehead against desk* I am officially out of ideas for the week.Yesterday I watched two movies and sat around doing nothing, which you would think is a boon considering that the entirety of the year has been running around with my head exploding but no! It feels like I’m wallowing around without a sense […]
I feel like magic and anxiety and annoyance and laughter. Yes, all at once.There’s a cluster of emotions falling in at the end of the year. The idea that maybe I should branch out and improve my life, the feeling that maybe I want to embrace something old… the classic feeling of frustration as teachers […]
So many things happened Friday it was astounding. o_oI haven’t been this busy in a while, so it was refreshing to have that feeling of harried-ness this week. Well, maybe not ‘refreshing’ but it seemed more normal than my days of sitting around and having a prescribed schedule of nothing.This week was the week of […]
I learned something today in yoga (as I often do) and it really turned the corner on my ideas [and also made me a little more worried about myself]. So, I am taking this time to process said emotions. Take 1.I learned that fear is the core of all negative emotions.It goes… Hate : Anger […]
Well, senior prom was yesterday.Although I’m not a senior, I asked a senior to it and I got to go (yay!) Strangely, it was in the Harbor Club, where my friend had her bat mitzvah a long time ago. Also strange, Madame and Senora Gonzalez were there as chaperones. Even more strange: we abducted Jeffrey […]
I bought some new plants.Since I don’t really like those types of plants with flowers and whatnot, I bought an aloe vera and a moses-in-the-cradle, which now adorn my room in their pots. I’m going to try hard to keep them alive; my last aloe vera plant did pretty well until one sad day [probably […]
Gah! I feel like the worst dancer in the world. Maybe because I learned the dance last week, I can use that as an excuse for my failure, but I messed up so much during the try-out today. We got in, because everyone ‘got in’ but I just felt like a loser and started asking […]
I may be crazy, but I guess some things happen for a reason.Yesterday was a medley of celebration and fear as we sashayed about town to commemorate the sun’s awakening, our upcoming Hare Hare Yukai performance, and some general life demands. Instead of working hard, I flounced about and tried to have some fun for […]