There is something delicately strange in giving up everything.When you feel that your life is going down the shithole and you’re just struggling to climb on top of the pile and flee before it is ‘too late.’ There’s some thin membrane there, something that buoys you up from the wave of all these crazy things.I […]
He deserves her.He deserves anything to make him happy. I really want him to be happy.I use the general ‘he’ here because there are a few menfolk who need to be happy again. I won’t name them, but really – sometimes there is no substitution for someone to nurse your thoughts with, to heal your […]
So I’ve been extensively prolific in the last few days. Either the vomit of ranting out ideas has shoveled its way up my throat and through my fingertips or I’m just tearing down the ‘pretty, sugar & spice’ girl that people seem to want from me. Both are extremely satisfying.I’m realizing that I use recurring […]
So, hopefully, I can bring up my health quotient by starting to go with a personal trainer (which my dad has so kindly decided to allow me to take instead of him). I feel kind of horrid that I wasn’t getting any better with tennis or on my own, but I think that’s because I’m […]
It’s Raining Men – Weather Girls.Ok, so I must be a psycho-being from the interplanetary regions of JDishia, which I thought was an island but is apparently stranded in a parallel universe where planets are equally islands in the galaxy. I am a reckless charge of insanity and guess what? It’s AMAZING.I don’t know where […]
I am promoting a novel I just finished in my title because of it’s nearly 950 page girth and total encompassing nature when it comes to describing death. I hold great happiness in that I have finished it, and that it wasn’t painful (unlike other 800 page books…).But that really is just a side note.What […]
This song is so addictive; I don’t know why exactly… [maybe it was the Youtube reference]Lately… I don’t know.Emotionally, I’ve been hiccuping along at a steady pace. I get extremely angry sometimes, and for reasons that seem completely stupid (such as physics homework) and yet, overall, I feel quite content in my life. Stressed? Sure. […]
“Life is a journey.”This quote was brought up in the youth spirituality conference with the Dalai Lama, and it was one of those quotes that just stuck in my head. Maybe because it’s so simple. Maybe because everyone says it. Or maybe because the speaker, right after it said, “if you start to change that […]
Do you want me to tell you a story?Our fate lies future-bound in the unending cosmos that is,Eternity.Eternally,Our bodies,Like sun-clipped gems, resonate within.There’s no need to act in pre-arranged fashion.Life’s on a permanent standstill for this one moment,Caught in the tangle with twine and mortar,Fastened to the surface like wind caught in a jar.Eternity passes […]
I’ve been having knitter’s block.And gamer’s block. And student’s block. And get-yourself-rested-person’s block. But ya know, all of these I could probably live with. The one that’s really cramping me down is simply this: I’ve been having writer’s block.And it’s not just a disease that affects my writing of creative pieces, but it’s also not […]